| She's Shaking, She's Shaking |
[06 Jan 2008|12:40pm] |
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so, what a fun filled day today has been. Well, not really. I have to write two articles, one on James Braddock and one on Gone with the Wind. Not my idea of fun. So I'm sitting here blasting Chiodos to avoid having to write these articles. I'm also attempting to avoid watching Gone with the Wind which I have to do to write the article on it. Microsoft word is confusing me. Only $860 until I can buy my MacBook. Ugh I really wish I had that right about now, it would make my life complete. I could be sitting in my nice warm bed right now instead of in this fucking freezing cold basement. I'm attempting to plan Katie's birthday party, well help plan, but my mom is bitchin. I have to find all the pieces of the outfit that I'm trying to put together that resembles Serena's outfit when she goes out with Dan in the pilot episode of Gossip Girl. I need to get my ass over to Borders and get some new books, I have $100 to spend there and I need something new and good to read (other than the Gossip Girl prequel). I'm really seriously obsessing over Chiodos lately, I have no idea why, I keep like flip flopping between bands, it's weird. Yesterday it was all about The Rocket Summer and before that it was Justin Timberlake. Chiodos is what it's all about right now though. I really should start this article, then go shower, my grandparents are coming over and I am so not ready hahaha. Well, I guess I'm gonna go write this fucking article. Peace, Love, & Santi
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| Some Days All I Do Is Watch The Sky |
[09 Nov 2007|04:34pm] |
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long time no update so I figured I might as well fill you all in on what's been going on in my life. I spent the last few days with two of my favorite people one the planet, Katie and Baron. Went shopping at the Willowbrook Mall with Katie, bought some sweet shit and sat around her room and made fun of one too many people and just said some really mean things. We are total bitches, but thats ok. Then went with Katie to get her hair done on Wednesday and let me tell you her hair looks fucking AWESOME! I would tell you what color it is but she wants to surprise the world. I spent all day yesterday with the love of my life, Baron. He is really the most amazing boy on the planet and I am so happy I met him. I love him so much, its rediculous. He was supposed to come over again today, but he's sick :[. my poor boy. Anyway, Katie's sleeping over tonight its gonna be a blast. Then tomorrow at 12:30 I'm going to dye my hair platinum...or well...close to it. It's gonna look fly as hell and I'm getting my bangs cut so they look better. Then I'm going to see Bee Movie with my loves Alaina, Emily, and Jenna and then we are gonna have a super awesome party and i think have a sleep over. And then Sunday I'm just gonna crash and then it's Monday :[. Me and Baron's one month is next wednesday, I think that's fabulous. Thanksgiving is right around the corner and I really can't wait. I guess that's about it. Post new pictures of my hair tomorrow once it's done. Peace, Love, & Santi!
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| I Drove For Miles and Miles and Wound Up At Your Door.... |
[28 Aug 2007|06:53pm] |
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What an interesting week it has been. I've been spending a shit load of time with Sam lately. We totally were alll over the place last week too hahha.
Thursday night we hung out with Ryan, Dave, and Patrick. That was an adventure. We wanted to go see Superbad so me and Sam checked MovieFone and we found out it was playing at some theater in Millburn except that that theater was really in Union but we didnt know that. So then we were gonna go see it in South Orange but we would have had to jump out of it early so Ryan could make is curfew. So we ended up at O'Conor Park where we chilled. Then I wanted a latte (its like 10:30 at night mind you) so we decided to go to Panera which we thought closed at 11 but apparently closed at 10 so we decided that we then wanted Coldstone, which was also closed. So we drive over to Burger King which was also closed. So we went through the drive thru and parked in the parking lot to eat. Then Ryan drove us to Sam's. Once me and Sam are safely in Sam's room, Sam realizes she left her phone in Ryan's car. Isn't that just lovely.
So then Friday we go to Dorney Park and scream our lungs out on a shit load of rollercoasters and then wait all day just to get our fucking Hershey's Ice Cream. It was Tastey. Then we get to Bunny's in South Orange an see Gil....talk about awkwarddddd.
Saturday was deffffffff the most interesting day of all. So me and Sam hung out during the day with Ryan and Dave and then went to Krista's for a party. Krista told me to invite Ryan and some friends, so I did. He brought Christian (my brother), Oscar, John, and Weylin. Let me tell you, I got sooooo fucked up it wasn't even funny. I dont even fucking remember what happened that night. All I know is everyone got wrecked, the guys got kicked out, John left early with his cooler of snapple, and I puked for god knows how long.
ohhhh what an interesting couple of days it has been.
Christian had a party last night that me and Sam could have been at if my mom wasnt bitchin about me going to Morristown. Gheeeeeey. Buttt Ryan called me up totally trashed an Christian took over the phone and said some funny shit like: "we are sperm siblings. we went through the same penis, and theres like a 50/50 chance that we were in the same testical sack. you know what would make me really happy? if we were in the same testical sack" and then he proceeded to tell me my boyfriend was walking around completely naked. Oh those boys are interesting to talk to at 12:45 in the morning.
anyway, thats about it. I hope this week is just as crazy. ;]
Peace, love, & Santi
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| In The Most Unexpected Places |
[19 Jul 2007|01:09pm] |
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The Academy Is... |
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well...what an eventful 14 hours I've had. no one is gonna believe this shit, it's fucking crazy man.
ok, so I'm on the phone with Ryan last night and I'm like "So, did you do anything awesome with Christian today, since it's his birthday and all?" and he's all like "oh shit, I have to call him, I completely forgot." and so he hangs up and doesn't call me back for like a half hour and i'm just sitting here chatting with Jeffrey and what not and Ryan calls me and is like "I need to tell you something very important. It has to do with how we met." and i'm all like "ok, then tell me." and he's like "i can't Christian has to tell you." and I'm like "why can't you just tell me?" and he's like "i can't Christian has to tell you." and I'm like "fine, then have him call me" and hes like "ok." so like 15 minutes later Christian calls me and is like "this is really important, and I really dont want you to freak out." and I'm like, "i wont freak out, what is it?" and he goes on to tell me that my dad is his dad and he's my fucking half brother. and I really didn't believe him but then he started feeding me information that only I knew about my dad that I never told Ryan and then everything started to make complete sense. So then me and Christian we're talking and i'm all like "i'm not gonna believe you 100% until I talk to my dad." and he's like "that's fine, but i'm not lying to you" so then I'm talking to Ryan and stuff and at the same time I'm conversing with Jeff on AIM and no one is believing Christian, except Ryan. So I get off the phone with Ryan and it's like midnight now and I call Hannah and tell her everything and then we were on the phone until like 1 freaking out and stuff because this is all just so like wtf?! and so Hannah hangs up at like one and I'm still freaking out while I'm on AIM with Jeff and I finally go to bed at like quarter to two, but I didnt actually fall asleep until quarter after two. So I got up at eleven this morning and go downstairs and ask my mom about it and she's all like "i knew about him, i just didnt know his name or anything about him. and I only knew because your father was paying child support for him while we were together. and I didnt tell you because, honestly, I forgot." and I'm all like, "thats ok whatever, I dont expect you to have told me, I just wish Daddy told me." and shes like "he should have" so then I call up my dad and i'm like "we need to have a serious talk." and hes like "about what?" and i'm like "I got a phone call last night from Ryan's friend Christian telling me he's your son." and he's like "what?" and i'm like "you know natalie?" and he's like "yeah" and i'm like "well..yeah." and he's like "i have to call you back" and that was at like eleven thirty and he hasn't called me back yet. Oh man this has been some crazzzzzy shit. man, crazy.
i'm out. more info later, possibly.
peace&love
- Ashley
EDIT:// all has been confirmed. Christian is infact my brother.
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| We're Living In A Wasteland. |
[12 Feb 2007|06:38am] |
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Yum, it's 6:38 in the morning and I'm posting for no reason. isn't this just exciting. not really, I just need something to pass the time since I'm done getting ready. doot doot doot. I dont feel like going to school but I will cause it will make my six day wait for California go by faster. :]
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| i love my friends. |
[23 Dec 2006|11:31pm] |
hannah got me an ugly doll.
=D
yesyesyesyesyesyesyes!!!!
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[23 Dec 2006|03:46pm] |
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its two days til Christmas and me and jeff have been broken up for almost two weeks now.
were cool though.
its only 3:43 and I have people coming over at 7:00 for the friends gift exchange. I want it to be 7 like right this minute because I have nothing to do for three hours.
blegh blegh blegh.
this is so not fun.
anyone wanna get me Frank Iero for christmas?
you know you wanna get me him for christmas.
=]
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| Have You Ever Been Alone In A Crowded Room? |
[14 Dec 2006|07:49pm] |
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so, yeah. i have fallen completely in love with Jack's Mannequin and Andrew McMahon.
yummy yummy yummy yum.
thats all i have to say.
Andrew McMahon is love.
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| I'm Finally Numb, So Please Don't Get Me Rescued |
[11 Dec 2006|05:55pm] |
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So, I've been crying for a long time now. And I'm tired of it, I don't like crying and I don't like feeling like this. It's the worst feeling in the world. I hate it a whole lot and I don't want to feel like this ever again. That however, is inevitable. I was foolish to think it was gonna work. I just want everything to go back to the way before, and It'll take some time but I know it'll happen. I guess I just have to turn around and accept everything, live with it, and move on.
im not sure if i'm ready for that.
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