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Life is getting to the point where I'm dreading weekends because I spend them at home doing nothing while everyone else is out living their life.
And I dread every single day of the week because I just plain hate school.
I want out, I need out, I need to get the hell away from this place.
I need a vacation, not just from school but from life in general.
I wish i could pack a bag grab han and jeff jump on a plane and go somewhere far far away from here.
Things seem to be getting too overwhelming and I dont really like it and I dont want to deal with it anymore. I want to lay in bed, shut off my brain, and just sleep for a long long long long time.
ugh.
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[07 Dec 2006|07:36pm] |
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My Chemical Romance//House Of Wolves |
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hihihi!
I saw RENT yesterday with the drama classes at my school and let me tell you, it was the most amazing show i have ever seen!
ahhhhhhhhhhhh! i wanna go see it again right this minute thats how amazing it was, no lie.
and let me tell you, the guy who plays the character Mark (Christopher J. Hanke) is so effing hotttttttt!
hes like yummy to the millionth power.
=D
ok, thats about it.
GO SEE RENT!
that is the gorgeous Christopher J. Hanke. SO YUMMY!
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| I Wanna Fall In Love, Tonight. |
[05 Dec 2006|07:28pm] |
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what a day today has been.
its me and Jeff's one month and we got into a fight.
well it was more of a dissagreement.
there was crying involved.
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its all good now though.
bored, tired, and hungry.
i want chocolate chip cookies, anyone wanna make me some?
haha.
i've been getting into Good Charlotte a lot lately. They really are some amazing musicians. werd.
ok, im done.
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[04 Dec 2006|07:03pm] |
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finally got rid of those annoying ads that were pissing me off.
so i'm super bored and I have nothing to do and me and hannah are in the process of writing a my chem story that will probably be the best MCR story ever created once we figure out what we want to happen.
bored bored bored.
ajkljgk!
I made a site for Jac Vanek if anyone wants to check it out.
Vanek! [Is No Longer At The Disco]
im pretty proud of it.
I guess thats it.
until i get super bored again.
oh, how i miss Maine.
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| Under Pressure We're Cracking! |
[04 Dec 2006|05:26pm] |
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Hello Hello There!
I've been home sick all day and I've been completely bored.
as much as i hate school I hate not going even more.
because even though I dont learn a single thing and i just sit in various class rooms for six hours a day, I have my friends around me and I actually enjoy myself. Sitting here home all by myself makes me depressed and lonely because I have no one to talk to and nothing to do so I find myself watching the entire first season of The OC all day. Its not the best way to pass the time but it keeps me somewhat occupied.
Tomorrow is me and Jeff's one month, super happy about that. =]
ugh, RENT trip for school is sometime this week and I have no clue when it is and its pissing me off cause were gone all day long and we cant be late or we'll miss the bus which is totally not cool cause I really wanna go. Ugh, school is so dysfunctional. I hate it.
21 days until christmas!
i love the holidays.
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| Fa la la la la, la la la la |
[02 Dec 2006|06:44pm] |
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im at my dads.
we got our tree.
its super tall.
and fat.
and i like it.
Han's buying me a Jac Vanek print, superrr excited for that one.
well, i have nothing to do, so ill be sitting here chatting with han.
oh man, my dad's letting me borrow the 35mm so chea, me and han will be having the most awesome photoshoot everrrrrrrrrrr!
heck yes.
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| I'll Never Let Them Hurt You, I Promise |
[25 Nov 2006|03:14pm] |
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So we went and got our Christmas tree today.
its fat.
and less than a foot taller than me.
=]
i love christmas, i really really do.
and it finally feels like the christmas season now because Thanksgiving's over and everyone's all ready for the festivities.
I myself cant wait for Christmas.
but I'm dreading Christmas shopping.
I dont feel like spending hours buying stuff.
but then again i want to get the perfect gift for everyone.
thank god i already have hannah and jeff's christmas gifts picked out.
movies later with Jeff and Han so far, possibly Kathrine? hmm, i'll call tricia too.
k, im out.
haha, me han and jeffrey are sooo cool.
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| And If You Could Talk To Me Tell Me If It's So |
[24 Nov 2006|10:07pm] |
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My Chemical Romance//This Is How I Disappear |
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so, like I predicted tonight was amazing.
more food.
yummmmm.
i miss jeff like crazy at the moment.
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I want to see him like right this second but I cant.
blowssss.
blegh I have nothing to do so I think I'll just sit here and listen to MCR while talking to hannah bananahead.
wow, i have no life.
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| Just A Sad Song, With Nothing To Say |
[24 Nov 2006|04:49pm] |
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So I really kinda wish I could be like Jac Vanek and Audrey Kitching.
the two of them are my fucking idols.
they are gorgeous and amazing.
and somewhat trashy.
i'll skip on the trashy part.
but I dont know, I'd kill to be a scene queen like them.
it would be fucking amazing.
whatevs, I'll figure something out one of these days.
anyway, leaving in like a half hour for the 'day after thanksgiving thanksgiving day feast' at eileen's with han.
its most def gonna be the shit.
werd?
i'm out.
wowowowow, old picture.
yes we are fucking idiots, but i love her to death.
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| Think I'd Love To Die Alone |
[24 Nov 2006|11:23am] |
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Something Corporate//Konstantine |
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Well, not really.
I'm super bored and I have nothing to do but sit here or go downstairs and play super mario brothers which I kinda dont feel like doing at the moment.
so I got a sweet new layout, its awesome.
Yesterday was Thanksgiving and it was crazy as usual and my family got to meet my boyfriend which I thought was going to be a disaster but it wasnt, surprisingly. He likes my fam and hopefully they like him and I think they do.
Tonight's the annual 'Day After Thanksgiving Thanksgiving Day Feast' over at Eileen's and I'm bringing Han along for the ride.
It's just weird, me and Han havent hung out just the two of us in a long long time and I dont really like that. We are BFF and Cheerleading has taken over her life and then once that's over we have like two months before I've got softball to take over my life, and if it's not softball it'll be the school play.
I keep wishing for it to be summer because I just want summer cause with summer comes my sweet sixteen which i am dying for. I get to wear the Helena dress and i'm mad souped for it. Its gonna be awesome. But I kinda want it to be Christmas now. Haha, I'm not really sure what I want, all I really want right now is some more turkey but I have to wait until 6:00 for that.
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